If only...

I've just been reminded...

I brought 3 people into the house of God last year. But after I left the CG, only 1 stayed. Everytime I think about this, I feel terrible. It shows how much I'd failed to disciple them. How much I'd failed to give them a life changing experience with God. I feel that I was the one that caused them to leave. I can't forgive myself. Friends told me not to be too hard on myself. It's their own walk with God. They have their rights to make their own decisions. But I can't help but feel my heart aching.

If only I'd been strong in my will and stand. If only I'd not made a wrong move. If only...

People come and people go...

If only I can relive my past...